Unklarer Zusammenhang

@Anonymder10000

Das war so ein 25x25 Kästchen Bild, mit Sw Usern, Aktivitäten und Locations und so

Da hat der halt sich, dich und nen Bootshaus und noch was gehabt

ah

huh

WAZZZAHHH BELLS

ryann

how r u?

I'm good u ?

Hier Chat?

where at

yuh

Uhh i'm alr ig

Nice

damn u sure ?

imma meet my fav person tmr

OOOOOOoOO ur gf ?

yeah was fcking depressed in the morning but imma meet my gf tmr so it's going better

yupp

that good buddy

keep ur head high and eventually depression will fuck off 😁

yuhh

hope u have a great date

i am not depressiv all the time yk

it's like idk

mentally unstable

yeah I got u sometimes u just feel down

uh it's actually a bday of one of our friends

oh who ?

oh her name is Zoe

it's abt 90 ppl there

hmmmmmm I don't remember her but hey a b-days a b-day

no a friend of me and my gf

OHHHHHHHHH

not from here

I'm glad u told me that I almost made a post 😅

yuhh

hahahaha

gtg sry ryan

mby see u later

all good just keep being awesome bud ✌😆

bye bells ttyl maybe 👋😁

wspppp

Sorry, kann jetzt nicht chatten

kk

ryan

I need your blessing for something

@Facemcshooty

wsp

So.

I have a plan

to use and write books to get some word across and to hopefully change some people

tf am I the godfather lmao 😭

make this world less full of hate

shut up

anyways

if I don't get the word across by the time I'm 23

Guck die den Kontext an._.

what word ?

I have until summer, to write one last book, and write a suicide note, of how I want change

I want change

and then I'm going to kill myself so someone, anyone sees it

and hopefully ill be heard

don't be dying

its a last resort

I have other plans before it

but if it ends to that

im doing it for what I think is right

and I need you to be okay with it

I'm sorry but ending yourself wont end it or even put a dent in it bud

hold up going to my next class but stay here ok

ok

and im planning to get some word out beforehand, and write books, or anything, and then if nothing changes or no one listens, that's when I end my life, and then once they realise im gone, they'll read, they'll see, someone, anyone will have hope, and maybe, just maybe, even the smallest thing will change

even if it dosnet do anything, I'll still do It in hopes that it will

ok im back

see that probably the problem its too big a risk for a lil reward

yeah would u be contributing and doing a noble thing yeah thats a giving but its also makes it kinda ironic don't u think ?

person spends whole life trying to reduce and prevent self harm cases just end up part of the problem don't sound right at all

im not trying to reduce SELF harm

m trying to reduce harm people cause to others

so thecinaly, I died because I want change and because to prove what harm to OTHERS dose

not self

its still the same case

its worth it ok

its happened before bud

just let me try

try what?

may I'm sorry to burst ur idea but to the point its just u doing it

waittt r u writing a book??

I mean that's part of it yeah

but I have to try

in a diff way

even if it dose nothing the hope of change is enough for me

I plan to try in a diff way first

and if that dosnet work this is my plan B

I'm sorry if this comes off mean but theres a difference between hope and ignorance

and I cant do it when I'm to old, that's when Im stopping at 23, till make more of a point

...

ur doing something bad for the right reasons

I need to try ryan

dying wont change violence in a world full of people who don't know what's going on

that's why I have people who have agreed to spread my book

(s)

on this matter after I die

maybe after I die people will be more interested, realise what's in the book could be important

one moment

ok I'm back

ok

may I believe in the cause but the methods likely not to work

Hello Guys

if u really want this to work I would build up my rep as an author before doing it

thats the plan idiot

I prob wouldn't write hard copies

news outlets work better but they don't care for these kind of things

oh

well yeah but from what I'm reading you plan to do this as an early author but I'm saying u gotta be like harry potter level of famous to get this really work

ok

i see

listen I'm proud of u for trying to tackle this big of a problem in this world but I'm telling u this method of doing it is likely not to work

ok.

u know what they say about anti war movements ?

what?

its impossible to do

anything used against to end all wars just makes wars more

ill still have hope

ik ik but u gotta be living

don't put all ur eggs in one basic

*basket

if u die focusing on one way of ending it prob wont work but if your alive tackling it from multiple angles by coming up with ideas on how to deal with yeah eventually it could work

just think about how MLK did his protests

ok.

u good bud ?

yeah

my dad was js walkign back and forth

its cool ASF that ur thinking of preventing this big and hella proud of u

im glad

if ur willing to die for a cause don't die quickly

hope that makes sense

i understand

anything else on your mind ?

i want food

me too havent eaten breakfast :(

so do you support this ryan

i go buy us food

I support the cause 100% just not the method

don't be dying

and if it really is the only way?

there's always another way but also you gotta ask if its really worth it

like lets put on a common debate

it is.

its worht it.

if you had a drug that could cure everything even death itself would u release it to the public ?

yes.

even if it made millions of people homeless ?

would they be safe because of the drug?

wouldn't wars be longer ?

but the drug fixes everything?

or cures

so everyone in war would be safe?

not intentions

t would be pointless fighting.

if the drug can heal them

there's always a reason for someone to want to kill another

i know

if it cures the wounds it just means the fight would go on forever

or maybe theyd give up and reseolve it another way

if it was like that we wouldn't need the drug

sure it cures every wound but doctors would be out of a job

doesn't cure starvation

...

so overpopulation would be problem

will it save more people then it kills?

brb

it sound dark but people need to die

bad people good people they all need to expire eventually

oh

if we could cure every wound what would be the point

...

sometimes something that sounds amazing on paper is horrid in practice

...

why are you smaret than me fuck ou

I prob explained it really shitty but it makes since when it comes from a pros mouth 😭

I'm not smart

I just know some things are there for a reason but that's not to say not to do the right thing

huh

if someone is being jumped theres always a diff side of the same story how do I know that guy doesn't deserve to be jumped what if he's a pedo ? but on the other hand what if he's just a average Joe like me ?

better to ask what going on before deciding to jump in

oh

if u want proof I'm not smart u wanna know where I got that question of if you could supply a drug that could cure all wounds ?

no its fine

u sureeeee ????

yes

im sure

damn

ok

my hair smells weird

that's a weird thing to say ?

use shampoo ?

"there's always a catch when it comes to luxury "

well

it dsoent smell bad

js weird

huh

it semls liek hair

instead of er

I'd still shower I don't like not knowing what I smell like

starwberries or vinilla

hmm like smells ?

like hair

vanilla

I'd eat strawberries but I'd rather smell like vanilla

but personally i use a cologne and soap shampoo etc that smells like cinnamon or anything forestey like

brb might be quiet for a while

glad having this talk with u may have a great day and keep remembering your FUCKING AWESOME

beuebuebybe <3

I'm back for now maybe

u still her Mays ?

Major Butt Ass

Wochenende wuhu

hey

wolln wir nen chat