would you rather?

you get to listen to music of any type in both situations

unlimited food and water

first option

is someone with me? (otherwise I would prefer the majestic, eternal solitude of space over the tranquile one of underseas)

Ill be death in one Minute if I take Option 1, Option 2 I will die instant

no just u and prob a pet of your choice

i like underwater option more

bioshock cool asf

Space ship, denn da kannst du noch mit genug zeit was neues entdecken irgendwann, und beim wasser hast du es irgendwann gesehen

Unterwasser

ryan

i cant do this shit anymore istg

do what ?

to clarify if u pick underwater it wont be pitch black

its rapture from bio shock and for people who dont know what that is its an underwater city imagine new york but underwater

and for the space optioun u have entire space city to yourself

uhm

you can have a pet but everyone human has died out your the only person left

i cant be here

bruu y

i need to go to the hospital

Oi

Owwww Why?

bruu why😓

because ive been feining every day and i cant go two days without drugs

how much did u take and what of 😭

my brother litteraly found my vodka in his room that i was to high i dont even rember putting it there

so why to the hospital ?

second option

withdrawal symptoms

because

i mean like mental

ohhh that makes since

like i know i cant go without these drugs

or any

and i just dont trust myself not under supervision

Nicht wirklich

dont take drugs

and i have really fucking strong sh erges

No shit Sherlock

and i js cant be in my house anymore

Lass in anderen Chat chatten

What does that mean

may if u wanna do drugs just dont go over board

im not asking u quit cold turkey just slow the dosage to a small amount

shut up..

dont die

dwbi ur doing ur best

any helps better then none

u need professional help instantly

i know

Bro No Front aber deine Beiträge sind weder hilfreich noch gerade feinfühlig

and i want to go back to impaitnent.

oh ok

do whats best for u

i just want to be able to see a tmrw with u in it twin

Yes mam

Same

bc there they can moniter me, watch for bad withdrawls, be there for self harm urges, put me on meds that are wtvr helping, and we can figure some shit out.

but my dad hates me guts every time i "inturpt" his life for my "fake" mental health

he htinks i turn it on and off to when i want

he thinks i go for fun

nd hes said these things

Dont listen to him

do it.

gonna continue ?

it will help 100 percent

may ur dads an asshole if u need to go then go

we will be waiting on ur way out

ill js keep taking pills

alr small dosages

no

enough to make me trip out

dont go overboard thats what i mean

so the doses will get bigger prolly

literally the prime customer right there

may lemme hold ur hand on this DONT DIE

and its not like my mental health is getting better

no matter how far u fall in the bottom of the barrel in life theres always a bottom

i cant

ofc i want to but i cant

Your at the floor and Theres only one way: up

eventually ur gonna hit the bottom of mental health but hey u can now challenge god by saying "well at least it cant get any worse than this "

exactly

im fine

i pray it gets better but i know that prob dont mean shit

Okay I let u 2 alone

i Go byeee

Komm in Chat

Sry Mam

what?

Kitty I gtg I give u powerrrrr

k

i can say "good luck " or " i hope it gets better " but i know it wont change nothin maybe a lil bit of motivation but its really up to u may

POWERPOWERPOWER

ill be fine

ill js ignore my problems

and read or smthin

ive been reading twilight-

alr

i dont like twilight

why?

im a straight guy

omg i think about edward when i go to sleep (dont tell emily)

i dont think im the target audience for twilight ✌😭

hes hotter in the book then he is in the movie

both confuse me

whatttttttttt

dudes like 100000 years old how is that hot 😭

shes 17

HES A VAMPIRE ITS HOT

eugh

the way he coudl kill her in one touch but hes so careful

please kill me in one touch

choke me to death throw me please

idk bruu 90 year old man with 17 year old seems not the most romantic material there

ITS DIFFRENT

HE LOOKS 18

wont judge

AND HES IN HIGHSCHOOL

OMGGG

stop no

cause you cant tell me

someone who is about to kill for you isnt hot

and hes

boutta kill this other vampire who wants to get bella

so bella and edwars sister and brother go on the run

well context is needed

meanwhile edward and his dad and his brother go on the hunt for him

okokok

you are watching baseball

that the vampires are playing

your SO can read minds

my pardner crushing my head in with her thighs thats hot anything else ehhhhhhh not my tea

and other vampires show up

and they have thoughts to hunt you seince you are human

and your SO decied to take you and protect you

bru idc if the mofo looks 9 twins still a 90 year old man in my book

then dedies to have you hide and run with his subilings

and then he goes and hunts the vampire that wants to hunt you

ok im not past that hes hunting for him idk what happens ngl

its genunily such a good book

not hating but just gonna say i dont fw it

its so hot

bro

theres so many questions i have that keep me reading

will they kill the other vampire?

dose edward turn bella to a vampire?

dose edward go against and try to hurt her?

do they at one point decide they wanna act get married apart the diffrences?

Dose bella go back to seattle?

Dose mike try to fight edward out of jelousy?

and soo much more

seattle

this is my biggest questin

also, dose edward take some of bella for a taste?

twin i watched the movies and i still dont remember anything bout it

i like books better than movies ngl

all i wanted to ask was if someone would rather live in rapture or a space city why am i now talking about twilight 😭

ITS SO GOOD

ryan

ykw i wanna do

i wanna turn 18, get a hotel room, and put on do not disturb on the thing, and then kms.

see how long they take to find me

pay for a few days

put dnd on

lets see >:)

....

its a science experiment

u know something u can do that doesnt lead u to be dead ?

READ!!!

MURDERRR

making the pillows look like this

thats not a person

....

oh cute

just do that and u can have the same results

eventually they have to call u

awh :<

if u wanna die that cool too

maybe i do kill someone in the room and then

flee the country

just be calm for a day 😭

all i want to do is own an apartment to myself that i can smoke on the balconey on

why is it that alll u want to do is be murdered be the murderer or be raped and used 😭

most just wanna go quiet

thank youu

or slowly

ur just crzy wit it

if i dont get famous(even in like lawyering) by the time im like 30 im becoming a serial killer

gotta be known somehow

we have two drastic differences on how we want to die and live life

(:

js dont tell anyone what i am if i beocme it

i want to be left alone kept under the radar and u want to be famous

i wanna be famous so i can play the fuck out of everyone

make everyone who knows me love me so hard they cant back away but im such a shit person they want to go away

but im like a drug they cant let go of

not my freinds ofc

i want to live in the middle of the woods pretty far from a small town but not far enough i cant drive for supplys

ohh

then live in my wooden cabin for the rest of my life not needing to worry about the outside world burning

i promise i will never kill you

on pupouse

whoops just so happens he fell on a kitchen knife twenty times

what a clumsy bastard ryan was

yup!

cabin will prob never happen

no i would never kill you ryan

your safe

i dont act wannna kill lol

i do wanna mentally drain some people

buildng ur alibi i see

uhh-

If i dont find a well paying job by 30 im joining the only ''legal'' way to kill, aka the Spetsnaz

im eating choclte chip cookies !!

i litterally just wanna die in three ways the first 1 is at war or wtv something like that the second slowly killing myself by smoking (most likely optioun) or the third dying to my romantic others thighs or in there arms (least likely )

i hope one day you become gay

police come to my door im not saying anything

that would be so funny

just why

i love you like a brother <33 that

fym it would be funny ???

tehee

i have an odd humor

ryan do you have a dad

i wasnt part of it and im not helping

just not saying anything

yeah

i know

i have 2

a step dad and a bio one

see gay runs in your family

awh :<

there not gay 😭

edward cullen is so hot in the books

i like this video www.youtube.com/watch?v=SA0gKgWVj10 , just dont try to look what the lyrics are

only person whos gay in my family is my cousin

and hes got his problems that im not part of

oh

i rmeber you talking abt him

especially at 2:15

im going to pur nail glue on my finger tips to the point the pattern is gone before i do anyhting

yup hes a special case

my girlfreind is so pretty !

yupppp

i miss he :<

ifher*

Her*

if she wanted to kill me id beg for it

just thought of a genius idea i should move to Chernobyl and live there for the rest of my life

that way theres no law technically and i can live in abandoned buildings

oh?

i just want to live in a apocalypse

i mean homeless people live in those places all the time

www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBQNjTbQmWk

not like that

oh

watch me lick the elephant foot

i wanna have a rifle and survival stuff

THIS IS WHAT I WANT

your weird..

I WANT TO LIVE IN S.T.A.l.K.E.R

twin u want to die

i want to die but only in a way were i fight for my life not to

god please let emily stab me

www.youtube.com/shorts/WLAFsYOtR-k native chernobyl inhabitor

read roadside picnic and u will understand a lil bit

i want stalker to be real so badlyyyy

whats it about?

i go to the libary again tmrw

heading to my next class ill tell u about it

brb

dont go no where

oki

huh

so basically a part of the world was visited by aliens and they left some broken part all over this area called "the zone" its a job in the universe to go into the zone pick up alien artifacts and sell them for money

apparently theres an artifact inside the zone a golden one that grants u wtver wish u want

but it in the deepest pits of the zone

the zones full of danger because of monsters wild life and all kind of stuff

i see

s.t.a.l.k.e.r is a genre split between three medias

the movie wich is old asf so i wont talk about

thats not my kinda book but ill check it out

whats it called again

the games are diff from the book because instead of aliens it was just the Chernobyl explosion

no i will

i just want to live in the zone

reading gives me smthin to do

i only have 3 twilight books left and two heartstopped books left

ill finsih it all in a week and a half

i want to live in an area that is based around scavenging instead of just buying my food and water

.

i just dont wanna work an office job 😭

roadside picnic

whos it by?

i wann read haunting adaline

Roadside Picnic is a classic 1972 science fiction novel by Russian brothers Arkady and Boris Strugatsky, exploring the aftermath of a brief alien visitation that left behind dangerous, mysterious artifacts in "Zones" on Earth. The story follows "stalkers," illegal scavengers who risk their lives to retrieve these valuable but hazardous alien objects from the Zones, focusing on protagonist Red Schuhart and the philosophical questions about humanity's place in the universe. It's famous for its bleak, existential tone and inspired Andrei Tarkovsky's film Stalker and the S.T.A.L.K.E.R. video game series.

okioki

i just wanna live somewhere with no laws broooo

im making a list of books rn

FUCK MY TEAM BRO I AM SELLING YALL OUT

whatt?

German Autobahn🗿

REAL

Hi catt!

Hey Kitty

I HATE THE FACT THAT MAN WAS SHIT TALKED FOR PRESSING THAT BUTTON

its so much money

id take it

FUCK MY TEAM THERES ONLY 1 WINNER TF ????

exactlyy

im buying an island putting a house on it and living on it for the rest of my life

doo ittt

share the island with me

Little St James

ryan if i somehow get enough money to buy an island i will let you live there

sure but its gonna be survival of the fittest fr

☭

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