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Hab mav sein m4 gesehen

oh

what did i do :<

Pahahahah das geht im Game?

natürlich, boobs auch

I have been summoned

whats up doingaloings

ryannn

meeeeee

im making coffee

and eating cereal

gay lul

shes gay

are you beefing with me maxi , wth ?

but true

coffee is gay

BE A REAL MAN AND DRINK HOT COCO

im not a man

.

Yh, der hatte auch andere skins

gtg got an exam I'll be back

sorry 😭😭

meanie

:<

WHERE DID EVERYONE HGO

Idk

hey

im drinking coffe

Hey

and it makse me tweak out

and gives me hella anxiety

cause of the med im on

coffe is a no no

Dont drink it then

no

its fine

true

yeah but its okay

i def got like a C- on that holy shit

oh no

...shut up

make me (;

k

HRU

oh.. cute.

I know I'm awesome

well, its hard to breathe rn cause my hearts racing, both my legs are shaking, and anxiety rlly high

type

I had suck a lime to wake up td

oop-

ok

cute

this is what coffe dose to me.

don't drink it then

no

coffee is overrated

im almost done with the cup

ok i finsehd it

okay no but

give me crack in a can and I'm happy

so coffe reverses my anxiety meds.

so yeah

^^^

i alreadly drank a cup

ima make another cup

Jungs

was soll das hier>?

Wdym?

for caffine drink energy drinks and If u just wanna be warm drink hot coco like tf

i have no hot coco

no energy drinks in the house

also I don't appreciate the fuckin fact I get started funny when I go to Starbucks and the hot emo lady at the counter looks at me funny

*started

AUTO CORRECT

stared

Energies are disgusting af

maxi, why are we beefin with eveyeron today

like yes I want hot coco with ur cream in it and I'm a grown ass man just give it to me

Energies sind halt scheiße, was soll ich sagen? ._.

Hey! ^^

.....

maxi shhhhhhhhh its ok some people cant handle the flavor

I'm valid dont care never care any man agrees

Get this man his horny e-girl!

AH *sprays get rid of the e

Gummi❤️

gummyyyy

CATTTT

cat am I valid twin

?

Hallo

gwirtgwrtnj

TF you mean "Hallo" 😭😭

twin can a man not say hi ✌😭🥀

MAXI STOP BEEFIN WITH EVEERYONE

Aus welcher Ecke kommst n du jz

DONT MAKE ME GO OVER THERE

i will fight a grown ass man.

Under where?

😭😭😭

OVER

I SAID OVER

ARE YOU DUMB??

maxi.

cant go over ur too short

u go under

Look under there

maxi.

im going to FIND YOU

and slit your throat with a fucking razor that you shave with

I wo im schöne Boyern geschtern

I only use electronic shavers :)

i will bring one.

Gleich gehts heim

endlich

aaaaah

😭

@Katze

you know what katze means?

cat

🐈

Right

and Hund?

Mutt

me

You

Yeah?

hru feeling bud

u were sick yestarday

And today

damn that sucks

quiet now

poor baby

anyways\

i might go to my moms firday instead of saturday

prolly not though

coolsies

yeah.

and ryan i meant it about whats gonna happen at my moms.

alright

u were awesome

I'm too tired to talk u out of it but I care bout u and I really hope u don't

i wish u the best God be with u may

oki

I might drop everything tbh

Wdym?

noo ryan

don't matter

what dose that even mean

not gonna die

I might just spend time doing stupid shit alone

noo ryan

dont

you have a great future ahead of you

dont put that to waste

I'm not dying just not caring

I'm not dying just not caring

i know

and you shouldnt do that

youur such a good guy, and deserve a good future

dont put that to waste by being stupid

I'm still gonna see tomorrow

why does it matter ???

it matters because its going to end up in a bad palce.

if you waste your life how are you going to survive?

or have a house.

a job.

a life.

if I'm smart I die if I'm dumb I die I'm just gonna except the fact I'm gonna die one day and I don't want to spend my time I have on this world caring about it

thats what I'm doing surviving instead of living

What are you planning shooty?

ur not doing either may ?

take a break from everything

ryan.

dont waste your life.

its not worth it.

I will be fine I promise I wont die

Why

Be a real man and drink water

I'm tired and I'm out of therapy I just wanna enjoy myself u know ?

but in the end you wont be anjoying yourself

your going to ruin your life if you put in no efffort now

may its not like my whole thing is gonna be me doing stupid shit I'm gonna do school and all that I'm just not gonna talk with people even more

I'll live

*drinks juice*

Lol

so your gonna stop talking to people?

i wanna talk to you.

Do u take a break from sw too?

u wont be there to talk with ?

I'll be on just not as often

i mean until i leave..

let y'all know I'm alive

*drinks my own juice*

I'm doing this when u leave

I'd be alone and I'm gonna embarrass the fact I will be

ryan

you have other people than me

I'm lonely and that doesn't have to be bad thing

like what if i never leave? will you stay forever?

idk

I always liked the idea of moving to a small town

i know..

silent hill kinda vibes if u know

I'm ok

so if i stay, your not gonna stay..

if u stay I'll be here to talk with you

idk im just spitballin

one sec passing period and I'll try and explain my plan ish

Hii leuddeeee

I'm thinking that all this is

Heyy!

Hi

heyyyyyyy

Gib mir deinen hehe

Hi

Hey

guys

Hm?

dont let ryan give up on life when i leave.

Oder willst du auch viele Ys?

Ich bitte :D

Where are you headed? Hawaii?

Yep we try

Bekommst gar nix

Heyyyyyy

i wont be back, so please.

Danke :D

Yes

Oder magst du viele Es?

Schnauze 🗿

:(

Hey bist du neu?

Why not?

Ja

Cool herzlich willkommen bei sw

Heeeeeeeeyyy

Danke :)

Bidde

back

Hey

wsp

its not important.

Nix und bei dir?

then I'm doing what I plan too too

this isn't me preventing u this is just what I'm doing in the future

Viele Hs?

but it wont make you happy.

i want you to be happy.

🤨😶

Hi doing what I plan too too, I'm gummy!

if ur still around I'm happy if ur not then I'm ok

I'll just survive and not live

hi gummy

Are you happy if ur not then or ok? 🗿

but you deserve to live.

I'll live

Hallu

I'll breath eat and sleep

Kekss

but not the same as rn

Heyy Keksomat! ^^

Katzee ^^

no ryan, youll be alive. you dserve to live.

Hey Gummi :)

i dont wanna watch you from wherever i go and watch you not live.

I'm not even alive rn 🤷

...

ryan whats wrong

I really thought about the Convo I had with slay yestarday

I don't get to enjoy the things others do

Wie geht es euch allen?

that dosent mean you never will.

Bin verkühlt aber sonst gut, dir?

yeah but it wont feel the same

why?

because I'd be just me

youll find someone ryan

its not like you cant find soemone to do the things we said we would do tg.

who's to say that's true 🤷

like, im replaceable.

MEEEE

you will find someone to do thigns with

u dont know that for sure

i promise youll find soemone else to get high with

Gute Besserung. Ich hatte gestern ein Konzert in der Schule und bin deswegen immer noch müde (war relativ spät daheim) und auch nachhaltig aufgeregt, weil das mein erstes Konzert dieses Umfangs war.

yeah but i wanted to do it with u ???

there only one u ?

it wont be the same

id be doing those things and think of u

ill be there, even if its not the same.

like HEY u remember that one person who promised u they would do this with u

but now ur doing it with someone else

i want you to.

i want you to be happy.

thats like a dad promising his son he would show to his game but he ends up showing on call

im not happy and thats just a fact

why arent you happy :<

cause im alone

i have friends and i apreciate yall so fuckin much no doubt about it

but everyday i go home to an empty house

you have eli and etahn

Scheisse, dir?

i get that

but you wont always go home to an emoty house

one day youll have a family

nd you shuld be excited to raise your kids right.

u dont know that

you will ryan.

i have no doubt about it.

ur trying to comfort me i apreciate at that but i dont want that

im not sad

im not depressed

like i sued to be excited to have a family and be able to raise my kids right unlike my parents

used

u cant say these things and end up going may

u cant promise me life is going to be better if u cant see that for yourself

...

but you deserve one ryan, i dont.

this is conversation with two dead people except ones a zombie

ryan

i need you to live for me

when im gone

please

life is flying by and were just rotting minute by minute

Cool, wie lief es? :D

cant make the rotting stop may and u know it

ryan

you need to look at the world from a diffrent angle

you cant say that

stop ryan

you deserve a life and a family

you deserve to be happy

im sorry and i mean this as polite as possible but u literally cant be talking ??

i can.

im saying you deserve happiness ryan

anyone can say that

ive been seeing life as pessimistic since this year and now i finely see an angle comfortable with

dont be comfertable with this.

you have to excied for your future

im going to die nothing i do matters so im just gonna continue living because why tf not

but it dose matter.

it matters to me

it wont matter if ur gone

its ok may

no its not.

its just how it is

u literally cant change that

stop..

ryan please.

Oh, darf ich fragen, was los ist?

what do u want me to do ???

Was ist das denn wieder für ein Chat

it doesnt really matter

hru doing ?

be happy.

please

Ganz gut, glaube ich, zumindest gab es großen Applaus, und die Musiklehrer wirkten auch zufrieden. Ich hab nur einmal vergessen, das Klavier zurück zu transponieren, dann hat die Person nach mir leider in der falschen Tonlage angefangen.

i will eventually

it will end

cycle repeats

Ui

nothin matters

it dose matter.

Slayyy ^^

no it dont

Heyyy

Bin aber gleich wieder weg

kk

...

ryan i need you to be happy

u dont need anything

Bin bissl krank

please

be happy ryan

what will make you happy.

idfk

u wont make me happy with what ur doing that for sure

...

well me not doing it wont make you happy either.

nothing will ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

its wtv may

...

i dont want u gone but it dont matter if u do or dont

im just going with it

i dont want to care no more

im srry

this is my fault

its not

its just life

cant take responsiablity for something out of ur hands may

i feel this way just because

i dont want you to take responasibty for this

its not your fauly

im not

i never wanted you to

i used to feel responsible for what u did to urself but its not my fault

its out of my hands no matter how much i want to help its just that

why would you ever?

cause i care about u dum dum

i wanted to help u so badly i would have hurt myself for it

but instead now i just accept the fact i cant stop u from doing wtv

i get you care about me

but it will never be your fault

i know

its ok

im not ur fault either

This conversation is so awkward

yupppppp

u can just ignore us

or dont it more awkward if u dont

oh

this is my fault.

its not

you wouldve been okay if i was js never in your life to begin with

not really

Hi

wsp

blame who ever u want to blame it dont matter

we got in this situation and we just gotta deal with the cards handed to us

Nimm mal bitte den letzten Satz aus deiner Bio 😭

im sorry..

not ur fault

its all good may

no

Haben noch einige glaub

i need you to be happy.

u dont

but i cant do anything about it

i do ryan

yup

Das ist so hobbylos

then im going to contuinsly beat myself up because i cant.

Idk war nd dabei aber joa

u know the more u think about it on paper this is literally just like being in a cuck chair lol

forced to watch something u cant controll and beating urself up over it

i accept the fact im a cuck lol

Was war der Satz?

ryan.

wsp

JABE!

your the only freind who would help me hide a body, im so grareful your in my life.

likewise twin

that all im asking

dlete that

Ah

idk ryan..

its ok

i dont see the point anymore

there never was a point

theres no point in life u just do it

everything u do in the grand scheme of things is pointless so u might aswell just do what u want

u wanna have sex with anouther girl ok its wtv

but.

ryan.

wsp ?

Ne

yesterday you had your hopes up.

for wha ?

for love, for a life.

i do love life

but this is just my philosophy

i love that nothing i do matters

its like being home alone with ur parents gone

but u know u never get caught

one sec lemme find the exact thingy majig

my philiosphy is nihilism