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Hab mav sein m4 gesehen

oh

what did i do :<

I have been summoned

whats up doingaloings

ryannn

meeeeee

im making coffee

and eating cereal

gay lul

shes gay

are you beefing with me maxi , wth ?

but true

coffee is gay

BE A REAL MAN AND DRINK HOT COCO

im not a man

.

Yh, der hatte auch andere skins

gtg got an exam I'll be back

:<

WHERE DID EVERYONE HGO

Idk

hey

im drinking coffe

Hey

and it makse me tweak out

and gives me hella anxiety

cause of the med im on

coffe is a no no

Dont drink it then

no

its fine

true

yeah but its okay

i def got like a C- on that holy shit

oh no

...shut up

HRU

I had suck a lime to wake up td

oop-

ok

cute

this is what coffe dose to me.

don't drink it then

no

coffee is overrated

im almost done with the cup

ok i finsehd it

okay no but

give me crack in a can and I'm happy

so coffe reverses my anxiety meds.

so yeah

^^^

i alreadly drank a cup

ima make another cup

Jungs

was soll das hier>?

Wdym?

for caffine drink energy drinks and If u just wanna be warm drink hot coco like tf

i have no hot coco

no energy drinks in the house

also I don't appreciate the fuckin fact I get started funny when I go to Starbucks and the hot emo lady at the counter looks at me funny

*started

AUTO CORRECT

stared

like yes I want hot coco with ur cream in it and I'm a grown ass man just give it to me

Energies sind halt scheiße, was soll ich sagen? ._.

Hey! ^^

.....

maxi shhhhhhhhh its ok some people cant handle the flavor

I'm valid dont care never care any man agrees

Gummi❤️

gummyyyy

CATTTT

cat am I valid twin

?

Hallo

gwirtgwrtnj

MAXI STOP BEEFIN WITH EVEERYONE

Aus welcher Ecke kommst n du jz

DONT MAKE ME GO OVER THERE

i will fight a grown ass man.

Under where?

😭😭😭

OVER

I SAID OVER

ARE YOU DUMB??

maxi.

cant go over ur too short

u go under

Look under there

maxi.

im going to FIND YOU

and slit your throat with a fucking razor that you shave with

I wo im schöne Boyern geschtern

I only use electronic shavers :)

i will bring one.

Gleich gehts heim

endlich

aaaaah

😭

@Katze

you know what katze means?

cat

🐈

Right

and Hund?

Mutt

me

You

damn that sucks

quiet now

poor baby

anyways\

i might go to my moms firday instead of saturday

prolly not though

coolsies

yeah.

and ryan i meant it about whats gonna happen at my moms.

alright

u were awesome

I'm too tired to talk u out of it but I care bout u and I really hope u don't

i wish u the best God be with u may

oki

I might drop everything tbh

Wdym?

noo ryan

don't matter

what dose that even mean

not gonna die

I might just spend time doing stupid shit alone

noo ryan

dont

you have a great future ahead of you

dont put that to waste

I'm not dying just not caring

I'm not dying just not caring

i know

and you shouldnt do that

youur such a good guy, and deserve a good future

dont put that to waste by being stupid

I'm still gonna see tomorrow

why does it matter ???

it matters because its going to end up in a bad palce.

if you waste your life how are you going to survive?

or have a house.

a job.

a life.

if I'm smart I die if I'm dumb I die I'm just gonna except the fact I'm gonna die one day and I don't want to spend my time I have on this world caring about it

thats what I'm doing surviving instead of living

What are you planning shooty?

ur not doing either may ?

take a break from everything

ryan.

dont waste your life.

its not worth it.

I will be fine I promise I wont die

Why

Be a real man and drink water

I'm tired and I'm out of therapy I just wanna enjoy myself u know ?

but in the end you wont be anjoying yourself

your going to ruin your life if you put in no efffort now

may its not like my whole thing is gonna be me doing stupid shit I'm gonna do school and all that I'm just not gonna talk with people even more

I'll live

so your gonna stop talking to people?

i wanna talk to you.

Do u take a break from sw too?

u wont be there to talk with ?

I'll be on just not as often

i mean until i leave..

let y'all know I'm alive

*drinks my own juice*

I'm doing this when u leave

I'd be alone and I'm gonna embarrass the fact I will be

ryan

you have other people than me

I'm lonely and that doesn't have to be bad thing

I always liked the idea of moving to a small town

i know..

silent hill kinda vibes if u know

I'm ok

idk im just spitballin

one sec passing period and I'll try and explain my plan ish

Hii leuddeeee

I'm thinking that all this is

Heyy!

Hi

heyyyyyyy

Gib mir deinen hehe

Hi

Hey

dont let ryan give up on life when i leave.

Where are you headed? Hawaii?

Yep we try

Bekommst gar nix

Heyyyyyy

i wont be back, so please.

Danke :D

Yes

Oder magst du viele Es?

Hey bist du neu?

Why not?

Heeeeeeeeyyy

wsp

its not important.

Nix und bei dir?

then I'm doing what I plan too too

this isn't me preventing u this is just what I'm doing in the future

Viele Hs?

but it wont make you happy.

i want you to be happy.

🤨😶

Hi doing what I plan too too, I'm gummy!

if ur still around I'm happy if ur not then I'm ok

I'll just survive and not live

hi gummy

Are you happy if ur not then or ok? 🗿

but you deserve to live.

I'll live

Hallu

I'll breath eat and sleep

Kekss

but not the same as rn

Heyy Keksomat! ^^

Katzee ^^

no ryan, youll be alive. you dserve to live.

Hey Gummi :)

i dont wanna watch you from wherever i go and watch you not live.

ryan whats wrong

I really thought about the Convo I had with slay yestarday

I don't get to enjoy the things others do

Wie geht es euch allen?

that dosent mean you never will.

Bin verkühlt aber sonst gut, dir?

because I'd be just me

youll find someone ryan

its not like you cant find soemone to do the things we said we would do tg.

who's to say that's true 🤷

like, im replaceable.

MEEEE

you will find someone to do thigns with

u dont know that for sure

i promise youll find soemone else to get high with

Gute Besserung. Ich hatte gestern ein Konzert in der Schule und bin deswegen immer noch müde (war relativ spät daheim) und auch nachhaltig aufgeregt, weil das mein erstes Konzert dieses Umfangs war.

yeah but i wanted to do it with u ???

there only one u ?

it wont be the same

id be doing those things and think of u

ill be there, even if its not the same.

like HEY u remember that one person who promised u they would do this with u

but now ur doing it with someone else

i want you to.

i want you to be happy.

thats like a dad promising his son he would show to his game but he ends up showing on call

im not happy and thats just a fact

why arent you happy :<

cause im alone

i have friends and i apreciate yall so fuckin much no doubt about it

but everyday i go home to an empty house

you have eli and etahn

Scheisse, dir?

i get that

but you wont always go home to an emoty house

one day youll have a family

nd you shuld be excited to raise your kids right.

u dont know that

you will ryan.

i have no doubt about it.

ur trying to comfort me i apreciate at that but i dont want that

im not sad

im not depressed

like i sued to be excited to have a family and be able to raise my kids right unlike my parents

used

u cant say these things and end up going may

u cant promise me life is going to be better if u cant see that for yourself

...

but you deserve one ryan, i dont.

this is conversation with two dead people except ones a zombie

ryan

i need you to live for me

when im gone

please

life is flying by and were just rotting minute by minute

Cool, wie lief es? :D

cant make the rotting stop may and u know it

ryan

you need to look at the world from a diffrent angle

you cant say that

stop ryan

you deserve a life and a family

you deserve to be happy

im sorry and i mean this as polite as possible but u literally cant be talking ??

i can.

im saying you deserve happiness ryan

anyone can say that

ive been seeing life as pessimistic since this year and now i finely see an angle comfortable with

dont be comfertable with this.

you have to excied for your future

im going to die nothing i do matters so im just gonna continue living because why tf not

but it dose matter.

it matters to me

it wont matter if ur gone

its ok may

no its not.

its just how it is

u literally cant change that

stop..

ryan please.

Oh, darf ich fragen, was los ist?

what do u want me to do ???

hru doing ?

be happy.

please